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Ms.D.T |
I want a man who is honest. Honest to God, to himself and every one he |
encounters male and female. Many people don't relize that one lie leads |
to another and another. Where do they end up? Do they finally begin to |
believe their own lies? I met a man who was a few years younger than |
me. I listen intently to him. He told me about his life, past |
relationships, his children, his parents, his jobs. He had two jobs, I |
met him on one of his jobs. We worked at a high school. I am a teacher |
and he is a janitor. I don't look down on men because of their |
occupations. He transferred to another school and began calling me when |
was transferred. Initially during the first month our conversations |
went on for hours and hours. I thought I was getting a good insight |
into who he was, later I realized that was not so. The conversations |
were more a philosophical and hypothetical nature. After spending some |
time with him, many quirks in his personality started to come out. One |
time he left his water running in his bathroom, which I noticed when we |
entered his apartment. I mentioned it and I think maybe I turned it |
off. It was so strange that it did not bother him that it was on. A |
few days later he mentioned that we should not try to change each |
other. That people should not go into other people's homes and |
rearrange or tell them what they are doing wrong in their homes. But |
leaving the water on was so strange to me. Most normal people do not |
leave water running when they leave the house. Many things kept |
happening, like he did not want me to meet his children. I was so |
special in his life, but not special enough to meet his children. He |
said he told his parents about me, but I never met them. He always had |
an excuse as to when I would meet them. He talk about an Surburban Jeep |
he own, I never saw it. He said he was a director of security for this |
major company, but he never had to meet with his superior. He said they |
communicated by memos. Before I was a teacher I worked in the corporate |
world and knew that could not be possible. I finally knew that |
everything he said was a lie and I felt his feelings for me were a lie. |
The relationship came to an end and I learned one lesson from this. |
When they start hesitating about you meeting their children or parents, |
the relationship with the mother of the children is still intact and you |
are being played. |
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